words, words, words
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If I begin to detail myself here, will you understand?
P. I am me
Q. I don't always know exactly who that is
R. I am Quaker
S. I like words and playing with them
T. I like genmaicha tea
U. I like the word napkin more than most others
V. I spend time walking my neighborhood
W. I cook rice often
X. I sleep well most every night
Y. I eat large amounts of fruit and vegetables
Z. I munch, sleep, write, create, cook, bike, watch, walk, listen, hope, learn, drink, live, breathe, touch, know, question, taste, copy, read, stare, carry, talk, dance, finger, try.
raisin@gmail.com
albums:
Magnetic Fields: 69 Love Songs
Erasure: I Say, I Say, I Say
Depeche Mode: Black Celebration
The Beach Boys: Pet Sounds
Marvin Gaye: What's Going On?
David Bowie: Hunky Dory
George Michael: Listen without Prejudice
George Gershwin: Porgy and Bess
Yo La Tengo: And Then Nothing Turned Itself Inside Out
songs:
Wild is the Wind: Nina Simone
Come Undone: Duran Duran
Rhapsody on a Theme of Paganini: Rachmaninov
My Funny Valentine: Chet Baker
Feeling Yourself Disintegrate: The Flaming Lips
This Must Be the Place: The Talking Heads
Hyperballad: Bjork
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Sunday, December 01, 2002
Mother,
i wanted to send a copy of my application for conscientious objection because I wanted to try and explain why I am doing this. I wasn't sure that you and I would talk about it enough over the phone for you to understand. i have spent more time and effort on this application than i have on anything in a long time. It doesn't explain everything, but it may give you a better picture of my reasons. I know my decision does not fit with the way you hoped I would live my life, but I feel strongly that I must do this; i have no doubt that God is leading me in this direction.
I love you very much and I hope we can both learn to accept each other for the choices we have made. i have thought and prayed over this decision more than any other, and I cannot be more proud of myself for following what I feel is right. I miss you, but have felt intimidated to see you very often, afraid you will judge me too harshly. Maybe, in that, I am judging you too harshly, that i am not giving you a chance. Again, i hope we can solve that problem. Please read my answers to the Air Force's questions. I hope in some way you can understand why I chose to act on my beliefs and live more honestly.
Love, Stephen
3:55 PM
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